For you.

Dear you..

Not seeing you for such a long time made me surprise when you called me over midnight last night. That was not your first time to cry on my shoulder. That was just... so sudden that made me worried and wondered why. I said 'hi', you didn't respond. I said 'whats going on?', you just still in your silent mode, but I DID hear the sob. Then I stop asking you and I gave a time to neutralize yourself from your sorrow.

I know you.  You and me had ever had such a relationship. Before that we were bestfriends and so are we now.

30 minutes passed by without any sound, but I still kept waiting anyway. Neither I  surprised nor I expected too much before you shared to me your stories. Trust me, you are going to be okay. You always will. I've known you long enough to know that you'll get through this just fine, whatever the end is going to be.

I would never forget the conversation we always had about how getting through stuff like this. Just pretend that it is just like a piece of cake though in reality, it isn't that effin' easy, but that idea works and make the problems easier to face. Then you started to talk about everything has happened to you. 

Dear you..

I know that hurts you so badly. You know it hurts me also when I see one of my closest people in sadness and feels painful in life. I know you didn't deserve it, but it's life. You have dealt with this before, and you will see another of this in the future. I'm sure.

Just remember, effin loads of wrong turn are necessary existing in your life in order to get you reach the right path. So cheer up. Smile. Laugh. I'm never going anywhere, anyway, Win.

Stay strong! I know you can through this all.


*big hugs*



ps. There's nothing makes breathing easier than hearing you laughed this morning on the phone. Keep smiling, deary.. :)

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STEELAW!!!

phew, okay I know it's been more than 1 week I didn't update this blog. Assignments, proposals, projects, lots more! Just hand in my papers which should do from last week. zzz

CAPENYA GA NYANTAI. but I still manage to get it done though. Being sixth semester student in Uni is really not easy for God's sake! 

But you know, after struggled from one week back, I'm so glad that today is gonna be over. I've been so effin' busy lately, writing a proposal  for my final project. I have submitted it to my advisor today. Hopefully she will agree with it.  Now I'm going to wait with bated breath, prayers, & a lot of butterflies in my stomach. I’m so tired.No rejection plisssss :'(

Oh yesss! this is the video I want to show you. Steelaw said happy birthday to me!! wohoooo. even for just sepersekian detik gapapalahyaa. hahaha

HE IS SO DAMN CUTE, isn't he?! *_*

gue cuma ga abis pikir aja emaknye dulu ngidam apaaan sampe kluarnya kaya ginian, Subhanallah.. HAHAHAHA norak yaa, bodo ah :-"

Thank God that I have You

Hari ini aku sama beberapa temen dapet tugas buat ikut ngawas di RS. Kita disuruh dosen pembimbing kita buat observasi tentang apa aja kejadian yang terjadi di UGD rumah sakit tersebut. Disuruh buat rangkuman tentang symptoms, diagnosis, treatment, prevention-nya, dan side effect dr medication-nya.

Dan tadi ada kejadian yang bikin aku sampe skrg jg masih keinget terus.

Jadi tadi sekitar pukul 08:15 ada seorang ibu dateng ke UGD dgn menggendong bayinya yang brusia 2 minggu, bayinya lemah, beratnya 2kg, sekujur tubuhnya kuning, katanya sejak lahir, ibunya pake jasa bantu melahirkan lewat dukun. ( Btw, perhatian ibu 1 ini agak mendingan, meskipun agak telat).

Lalu sekitar pkul 14:00, sorang ibu2 menggendong bayi usia 4 bulan ke UGD. Sekujur tubuh bayinya berwrna merah karena darah,(kondisiny sangat memprihatinkan) lemas, tak bersuara.. Dipanggil darurat lah Dokter spesialis yang  lagi praktek di ruangannya. Si bayi di suspect menderita Steven Johnson Syndrome (semacam kaya penyakit yg menyerang kulit. Bisa karena alergi obat atau virus. Tapi biasanya sih karna komplikasi penggunaan obat) dan kemudian pada  akhirnya skitar jam 16:00 tadi sore, bayi yang malang itu pun diambill lagi sama  Allah, Sang pemilik hakikinya. Bukan cuma ibunya yang nangis, beberapa suster  dan temen pun ada yang terlihat mengusap air mata. Aku sendiri sampe susah nahan air mata biar ga jatuh. Muka bayinya itu.. Humft


Miris banget liatnya, aku kesel sama ibu nya. Karena kalo di liat dari kondisi si bayi keadaan itu sepertinya bukan terjadi 1 atau 2 hari aja, pasti udah lebih dari seminggu. Tapi ibunya sih ga ngaku. Ibunya juga rada agak-agak gimana gitu sihh.. Sempet denger kalo ada story KDRT gitu. Yang ada malah jadi pembicaraan hangat dikalangan suster-suster. Aku heran kenapa anaknya bisa sampe kaya gitu, kesel bangeeet liatnya. Kasian sama si bayi yang menopang penyakit yang menyakitkan itu disaat umurnya masih segitu. Orang banyak yg susah punya anak diluar sana, eh yg ini malah di sia-sia-in dan ga dijaga dgn baik :'(


Dengan berbagai kisah yang mengharu biru di UGD itu, aku jadi bisa ngebayangin kalo hal-hal kaya gini bakal jadi makanan sehari-hari aku nantinya. Aku mesti belajar dgn baik untuk menerima dan jg menyikapi segala sesuatu yang mungkin terjadinya nantinya. Harus belajar lebih kuat. Well, this is just one story of life, much is possible happen out there.

Aku bersyukur. Alhamdulillah Allah nitipin aku di rahim sorang perempuan yang sangat hebat & kuat seperti beliau. Terima kasih ya Allah :''

Aku mencintaimu Ibu Maria Wijaya.. *pelukcium*

MAMIKU SUPERRR SEKALI!! :D

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